Hi, This is YZ, It's my first time drawing doujin and first time posting on here. I don't really know the correct way to upload so I hope everything is ok. Although this should be a doujin by definition, but I don't know if only the actual Japanese doujin can but in the doujin category, so I'll just put in the western for now, but please let me know if I am wrong.
I started this doujin a long time ago (probably not long after Rebuild of Eva Q came out), but also stopped long time ago and only picked it back up recently. Originally it was just going to be for fun to see if I can draw hentai stuff, but as I was drawing it, I was think more and more about how Asuka felt during the 14 years of Shinji's absence. I don't really know if they truly love each other, and from NGE, they were reflections of each other, and they hate each other because they were too similar, but hate is just twisted love(I think). I treated them roughly the same here even though In the new movies, Asuka's personality was not as twisted as in NGE. I was thinking about losing a person that is most relatable to her and then after many years, she meets this person again, but she has matured mentally and Shinji hasn't, and what this situation would turn into. so this pure erotic doujin turned into this half and half thing.
I do have a Pixiv account, but I don't do R18 stuff there, and I think I'll create a new account just to do stuff like this, so I won't link my regular account and at least try to prevent kids from seeing this LUL.
I do this just for fun, I don't think I'll ever use this to earn money or anything, I don't even think my art is good enough for that, and I'll try to improve on my skill, but I'll keep doing this when I am free, hopefully people will like it.